I find this question difficult, not a one word response. I'm a tough friend to hold on to.
I wonder how much attention I give to BEing a good friend. Oh, I'm nice and I'm a heck of a lot of fun, I've even got great ideas for schtuff! Then I don't show up. I don't call. I don't answer the phone. It's icky. Then, later on, I do show up and I expect everything to be jes'fine! Blech!
What is that?
What's the payoff?
Why would a woman with the world by tail, suddenly let go to pretend to look at butterflies?
It's not that I have better things to do, I'm not having a session of wild sex or being swept off to Paris for the weekend, heck I'm not even particularly melancholy. Just asocial. Not gonna deal with people. Zero desire. Manners out the window.
A stand to be taken. What kind of friend am I gonna be? Who will show up tomorrow? What will I say to mySelf when my gumption is gone? What will conjure it from netherwhere? What will I say to the girls? What coaching do I want? What coaching will be effective? What will it look like? What will it feel like?
I got some majik to work out!
I wonder how much attention I give to BEing a good friend. Oh, I'm nice and I'm a heck of a lot of fun, I've even got great ideas for schtuff! Then I don't show up. I don't call. I don't answer the phone. It's icky. Then, later on, I do show up and I expect everything to be jes'fine! Blech!
What is that?
What's the payoff?
Why would a woman with the world by tail, suddenly let go to pretend to look at butterflies?
It's not that I have better things to do, I'm not having a session of wild sex or being swept off to Paris for the weekend, heck I'm not even particularly melancholy. Just asocial. Not gonna deal with people. Zero desire. Manners out the window.
A stand to be taken. What kind of friend am I gonna be? Who will show up tomorrow? What will I say to mySelf when my gumption is gone? What will conjure it from netherwhere? What will I say to the girls? What coaching do I want? What coaching will be effective? What will it look like? What will it feel like?
I got some majik to work out!
2 comments:
stealing my blog topics, eh? if I never saw or heard from you again I'd still consider you my friend. your vibration is part of me now.
Someone has to blog about those lovely topics you've thrown out... hurry, hurry BLOG before I steal another one!!
I ♥♥♥ the vibrational comment... it's so true, I sat yesterday and allowed myself to feel the vibrations of Love that surround me... you're right! Thanks!
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