Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Today's a New Day

And I'm gonna sing!
Right now, it's Hello Goodbye... though this picture sends Bowling for Soup's "Come Back to Texas" through my heart ♥
This time I've taken away from blogging, away from the chaos of keeping up, has created room in my life for intense and amazing breakthroughs...

Lately, I'm especially attentive to these messages:
*Do More!
*meet thoughts and feelings with compassionate acceptance. The way I do this is to say to the thought or feeling (as if it were my precious infant child), "I'm here for you."
*Growth begins at the edge of your Comfort Zone
*Does it need to be heard? Even by me, in my own head?
*Is that really the Truth?

I'm stepping out and stepping up. It's scary and exciting. Today, I enter my 5th year without Hannah's physical presence, and it's my 10th year without Mitch's... It's only proper to celebrate such big numbers with Big Life ♥
I will take the risk of loving Hayden, strong and pure, as he deserves. As I deserve to deliver. Knowing all the time that he will die. I will, too. And death, like breathing, is a given in Life. It really is about what we do between that first breath and our last...
I'm gettin' ants in my pants and I need to DANCE! <3
How 'bout you?

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

For Janice

candle flame Pictures, Images and Photos
& her team of Angels ♥

Life, Under This Here Rock

I'm blaming my lack of blogposts on the filledness of my blogs. I was denied the ability to upload photos. So I wallowed instead. Still denied, I moved *another* blog to Wordpress. Then wallowed some more. Then discovered the Blog deletion didn't solve the issue. This time, instead of wallowing, I deleted what needed to be deleted from the other mystery place of deletion. Now I can upload more pictures; after I get out from under to take said photos.  
Meanwhile, check out my newly moved 365 Blog: hahamommy365.wordpress.com