There's been a guy running round my head lately... just one of those inklings, I wonder what Chris is up to?? I hope he's happy, whatever he's doing... Then Lisa mentions she saw his brother around, cementing my thoughts of Chris. I even did a search for his name, nothing. Last night, I'm stealing, er, borrowing the Wumpus picture for my blog, which led me to the Spooncat! page, which, of course, led to the Janitor Bob and the Armchair Cowboys page, and viola! There was Chris' smiling face :)
It's always a tough day for me, when I have to tell someone who knew and loved Hannah, that she is transitioned... Chris was especially tough, as the last time I saw him, he was fully intent on ignoring his gift to the universe and by golly, he was gonna kill himself right and proper by whatever available chemical. He's been sober since Hannnah's left... I think it's a perfect measure for his sobriety and more importantly, his Self-Love. I didn't quite believe he was real, even after his message this morning, so I went to his work and got to hug him my own Self (only because my incredible boyfriend loaned me his car for the afternoon!) and look in his eyes and see that he is Alive and has a Life and is finally beginning to recognize his own gifts.
We're gonna meet for coffee on Monday and get our catching up done right :) I'll be giving him a packet of Hannah to keep in his wallet -- we talked about it and he wants to resist, but he knows all to well that resistance is futile ♥
It's always a tough day for me, when I have to tell someone who knew and loved Hannah, that she is transitioned... Chris was especially tough, as the last time I saw him, he was fully intent on ignoring his gift to the universe and by golly, he was gonna kill himself right and proper by whatever available chemical. He's been sober since Hannnah's left... I think it's a perfect measure for his sobriety and more importantly, his Self-Love. I didn't quite believe he was real, even after his message this morning, so I went to his work and got to hug him my own Self (only because my incredible boyfriend loaned me his car for the afternoon!) and look in his eyes and see that he is Alive and has a Life and is finally beginning to recognize his own gifts.
We're gonna meet for coffee on Monday and get our catching up done right :) I'll be giving him a packet of Hannah to keep in his wallet -- we talked about it and he wants to resist, but he knows all to well that resistance is futile ♥
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