Sunday, March 11, 2007

Why I read my horror-scope

Sometimes a girl just needs a bit of reinforcement from the heavens...
from Midco today:
Gemini: Go ahead and trust those instincts, especially if you're considering taking a radical new step on your life's path. While it may seem overwhelming at first, you'll muddle through somehow. A fresh start awaits.
My life is rockin' and rollin' right now... It always seems overwhelming and I'm always tempted to go there, but somehow I do, indeed, muddle through. For me right now, it's a nod to Scotty, it's approval for the home we seek, it's the income I don't yet know is ready for me, it's embarking on a whole new chapter and here I am at the precipice, mindful and present, ready, willing and able to choose where I go and who I am on this path. Pretty fecking cool!
then from tarot.com:
Gemini: Even the most difficult relationship may now become easier to handle, but beware that this will not last unless you face the underlying problems. You are likely on the right track, but circumstances might require you to alter your plans. Be ready to change your direction and plot a new course. Holding on to the past can stand between you and future success.
I think of Hayden when I read this. He inspires me to recreate myself time and time again, to be his mom-in-the-moment. Early this morning (Monday) I got up Scotty-early and we had three hours of just us, talking and laughing, watching silly TV and making commentary. Doin' it the same ol' way in a new dimension isn't fair to any of us... figuring out the now and letting go of the then sure sounds like a good tactic. I almost began kvetching about the ways I've not done that for my son; On a gentler-to-myself approach, I am excited to be here anticipating what I shall do for my son and who I shall be with him in the moments he needs his mommy.
I am so Blessed.

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