Saturday, March 24, 2007

Strange coupla days...

*uniquely* strange :) I'm celebrating and mourning for a family I've not met, I'm celebrating and mourning for families I don't even know exist... and I've looming fear. Big, pull me away from everything dear in the name of emotional protection, kinda fear. Oh, I'm not one to be terribly obvious, except maybe to myself, so I just crab-ass and hold my breath and slowly back away from love. It's what I do. I'd say it doesn't work, it sure isn't working in my now though I imagine it's served great purpose for me before. Know the best thing about being gregarious?? (read: worst thing) It always seems that I'm engaged. I can have you engaged and not even be there. That's a terrible thing to admit. Maybe it's a Gemini trait; could just be something I picked up along the way to becoming diana. I slip away easily. I'm like Claire: impossible to forget and hard to remember. I'm distant when I'm too close. I'm crabby when kindness counts. I embrace martyrdom with sighs and stomps. Life is good and I'm shitty. blech.
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Gemini: You Twins are more susceptible to the changes of your own emotions with the Moon visiting your Sun sign. The positive side of this is that you can deal with sudden mood swings better than most other signs. However, don't fall into the trap of over-intellectualizing; instead just let your emotions ramble freely.
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In light of this admonition, I'll end my pissiness and get my trash taken out and my cat box cleaned and I'll kiss and hug my boyfriend and I'll love on my kid. Life is good and I have a choice.

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