Sunday, May 28, 2006

diana

I'm too tired to modify the instructions for blog placement, I'm sure you know what to do... cut and paste yadda yadda yadda. Please post your answers to the comment page or e-mail them to me... I'd love to know more about those of you who are reading my blog ::bg::
1. Full name?
Diana Lea (Lambert) Jenner

2. Were you named after anyone?
Mom says my godmother Linda Diane Beasley and Diana Ross; I think Lea came from Worcestershire Sauce ::g::

3. Are you married?
I'm widowed; currently entangled in a crazy love-fest

4. When did you last cry?
Sunday morning, I talked to Mitch's gramma about Mitch and Hannah... I really, really, really want to bawl my fool head off right now!! I will next cry when I can curl up on Jeremy's lap and soak his shirtfront -- hopefully by noon tomorrow!!

5. Do you like your handwriting?
I'm a girl in this *one* way... I like mine :)

6. What is your favorite lunch?
really good cheese pizza (preferably from Jersey)

7. Where is your favorite place to eat lunch out?
Sushi Masa -- yep, sushi in SD!

8. Names and ages of kids:
The ones I've given birth to? Hannah, forevermore 9.5 and Hayden currently 7.75; they count among many practice kids I had in the years before them

9. If you were another person would you be friends with you?
Hell yeah, but I'm the first to admit it'd be tough!

10. Do you have a journal?
Many of them! Some paper and some electronic

11. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
I do, but my son doesn't appreciate it so I may have to tone it down

12. Would you bungee jump?
Only in New Zealand where it was invented, though I probably won't go there for the earthquakes and volcanoes (can you swim to Australia from there??)

13. What is your favorite cereal?
There used to be a natural raisin bran with almonds...

14. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
If I wore tie shoes, I might untie them :)

15. Do you think that you are strong?
I am stronger than I know, moment to moment I amaze myself

16. What is your favorite ice cream?
Baskin-Robbins Peanutbutter Chocolate, but we don't have that locally, so I settle for any version Rocky Road
- hormone free = hive free
17. Favorite TV Show?
Any form of Law & Order, 24, Big Love, Sopranos

18. Red or Pink?
Red

19. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
My latest tendency to overreact emotionally to any/every stimulus... Physically? I'm too loose all over for my liking

20. Who do you miss most?
Hannah Lea Jenner

21. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back?
YES! I want to know who reads this!

22. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? cool green yoga pants and no shoes!
24. What are you listening to right now?
Jason B. singing Adam Ant's Goody Two Shoes while putting together a grill

25. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
I'd be one of those chunky square crayons from kindergarten, the red/yellow/blue combo

26. Last person you got an e-mail from?
Birthday wishes from my redheaded compadre, Lori

**What Happened to #27??***
28. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes

29. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
YES! She is my bestest friend in the whole universe...

30. Favorite Drink?
a well-home-made bloody mary, but I'll settle for Crown Royal and Coke

31. Favorite Sport to Watch?
American Football

32. Hair Color?
a new pretty shade of red - Thanks 'netta!!

33. Eye Color?
green

34. Do you wear contacts?
and suffocate my precious eyeballs?? (didja know there's thermasol a.k.a. mercury in some contact lens solutions?!)Hell no!! I love my glasses they're funky and fun!

35. Favorite Food?
Cheese Tortellini Spezia - worth the hives!

36. Scary Movies or Happy Endings?
Definitely, Happy endings

37. Last movie you watched?
Elizabethtown w/Hayden

38. Favorite Day of the Year:
My birthday (the whole 18 days!)

39. Summer or winter?
in SD: Summer; in CA: Winter

40. Hugs or Kisses?
they each serve their purposes... and I love them both!

41. Favorite dessert?
Godiva Raspberry Truffles, oooh, I think I'll have one now :-D

42. Who Is Most Likely To Respond?
an Amy or two ;)

43. Least likely to respond?
I don't know, cause I don't know who you are

44. What's On Your Mouse Pad?
currently using a laptop, at home I use a roller ball

45. What's On Your Screensaver?
a cool one from gogratitude.com

46. What Did You Watch on TV last night?
no TV for many, too too too many days

47. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
Beatles, but more Stones are still living... hmmmm

48. What's the furthest you've been from home?
from SD: Rosarito Beach Mexico; from CA: Niagara Falls Canada

Friday, May 26, 2006

On becoming 38 -or- On completing 38

I'm enjoying the last hour or so of my 38th year and pondering what the hell it is I will be doing with my 39th ::g:: The older I get, the more Gemini I am about our society's numbering system. I like that I'll get to say 38 for the next year, even though it is inaccurate; I'll begin living my 39th year tomorrow and I *do* want credit for the whole of my existence.
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Jeremy called today to remind me it is my last day of being only 7 years older than him, tomorrow I become *8* years older (& wiser!) than him, at least until his birthday in October.
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I called Brian at 10pm CA time, to be the first to wish him Hap Bir Day!
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Tomorrow, Hayden will join me in my birthday celebrations, hanging out with Chance so I can talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk to Christine and Dave... actually, he just really wants to meet Dave so they can talk World of Warcraft ::g:: I'm so looking forward to being *me* and celebrating my birth and my life, out of the watchful, judgmental eyes of the famn damily...

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Wow

It's the crack of dawn... The sun is up and so am I. Jeremy just left and Hayden's in my bed now... I've got my space to myself - a glorious beginning to a very busy day.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

He Loves ME!

Ya know that yeller I mentioned, Jeremy? He loves me. He told me so on Monday night, when I returned to Bemidji after a wonderful FUN weekend with him. There's something really cool about walking around being someone's love, somehow everything is better, easier and funner ::g:: mayhap it's Post Coital Euphoria, either way, I'm smiling and I'm squishy inside!

Monday, May 08, 2006

Thank You

Thank you, David for allowing me the opportunity of a lifetime.
If not for your inability [unwillingness] to step up to the plate, I'd not have met someone who is.
You were the very best dream I had of an alternate future... unfortunately, that dream future has no basis in the here & now nor in the you & me.
Our lives and souls are forever intertwined, I've no doubt.