Wednesday, March 14, 2007

What if...

Hayden crawled into the empty, but still warm spot left by Scotty and we all chatted as S got ready for work. A few days before, he called Scotty's phone and sang the Campfiresong Song for his voicemail, as Scotty really loved it, Hayden was happy to sing for him again for future listening. When we were alone, I asked him how he feels about Scotty... he says he hope we get married. Then provide him with a new sibling next year. What if?? What does that look like? What does that feel like? Joy abound surrounding and awaiting us on this adventure, I can taste it.
This is all very ethereal and tingly and oh so very strange. The Secret was a great reminder of the vocabulary and practice of what I'd already laid foundation for in our lives. Because I know that Hayden has great power in his understanding of how the Universe works, I can see his order being fulfilled before our eyes. I know we'll have the perfect home, because we will. I know I have Great Love in my Life, because I do. I know we will always have Joy, because we know how to find it. Gratitude isn't nearly a big enough word. Amazing, our Life is Pure Amazing Grace right now... mmmmmm!

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