today, exactly

Gemini: It's rather difficult for you to focus your mind on your immediate responsibilities, but this is exactly what you must do. Temporarily set aside your desire for fun and pleasure in order to meet a deadline or to plan for what's ahead. Take full advantage of this moment to accomplish as much as possible to pave the wave for your future success.
*no time to blog, only one internet connection at the moment... I've got more to say though, much more, much, much more, very soon!*

God as Gary

Meet Gary and his tribe... He's the True Love of Christine, conjured by pure Love and Majik ♥ I'm so glad he was born and I'm even more glad our paths have crossed on this crazy journey of Life. Thank you for the gift you are to the world, especially this little corner of it! You are truly a Blessing Manifest!

I'm just excited to show off Christine's beautiful art work and her amazing Spawn ♥

I am a Haiku geek!

I'm thinking I should convert my talk next month entirely to haiku form :)
Floating through my life lately:

My Life is my Own
This is the Path I travel
Joy as my Master.
~me

Homework: like the sea
while spring break week comes and goes,
I'm so tired of school.
~S

The stars will align
When we find ourselves alone
Oh! How I'll take you!
~S

On Yacht Rock:
Oh Mike McDonald...
Sail the Seas of smooth music?
...Walter Becker's bitch.
~S

What a happy day!
Alex won the six-foot sub,
which I will help eat! :)
~S

You dare say to me:
"It's for my pleasure, not yours"
You selfish bastard!
~me

On the commute home
Hannah's flower on the dash
hoping she likes me :)
~S

Wanting to see you~
the thought occurs to me that
I am with you still.
~S

Valentine ATC Pictures

Scotty had them in his book, so I took the opportunity to get a picture ♥
"Universality" reads: Love is Good Karma,
"When first we met" reads: Once in a Blue Moon,
and the self-titled "Ordinary Turned Extraordinary"

Why I read my horror-scope

Sometimes a girl just needs a bit of reinforcement from the heavens...
from Midco today:
Gemini: Go ahead and trust those instincts, especially if you're considering taking a radical new step on your life's path. While it may seem overwhelming at first, you'll muddle through somehow. A fresh start awaits.
My life is rockin' and rollin' right now... It always seems overwhelming and I'm always tempted to go there, but somehow I do, indeed, muddle through. For me right now, it's a nod to Scotty, it's approval for the home we seek, it's the income I don't yet know is ready for me, it's embarking on a whole new chapter and here I am at the precipice, mindful and present, ready, willing and able to choose where I go and who I am on this path. Pretty fecking cool!
then from tarot.com:
Gemini: Even the most difficult relationship may now become easier to handle, but beware that this will not last unless you face the underlying problems. You are likely on the right track, but circumstances might require you to alter your plans. Be ready to change your direction and plot a new course. Holding on to the past can stand between you and future success.
I think of Hayden when I read this. He inspires me to recreate myself time and time again, to be his mom-in-the-moment. Early this morning (Monday) I got up Scotty-early and we had three hours of just us, talking and laughing, watching silly TV and making commentary. Doin' it the same ol' way in a new dimension isn't fair to any of us... figuring out the now and letting go of the then sure sounds like a good tactic. I almost began kvetching about the ways I've not done that for my son; On a gentler-to-myself approach, I am excited to be here anticipating what I shall do for my son and who I shall be with him in the moments he needs his mommy.
I am so Blessed.

Up for air

O Great Sovereign One
Make me your Puerto Rico
I shall be conquered

Yeah, like that. After our first night of incredible passionate, crazy making out :)
Hayden was feeling the heat... he's asked to come in a few times. We parted and made welcome, he chatted with us for a bit, then went on about his business. It was a great test of where he fits in the equation; upon realizing it's still a team approach, he was comforted enough to be autonomous again. We went right back to our business as well ;) We've discovered a really cool time trick (though it may only work on days S doesn't go to school) whereby we take a big afternoon nap and spend 12-3 am exploring... giggity, giggity, giggity, oooooh yeah!
I did not get a nap yesterday, however, and we had a big evening with lots o'kids & bowling alley madness! As I wanted to sleep, I broke out full-coverage comfy jammies. Didn't work, though... they're flanneled on the skin side and red satin on the outside... Scotty magnet! Oh darn, gave up sleep for molestation, not a bad trade ::bg::
Today we are resisting our draw and retreating to neutral corners; him for homework and me for writing ♥ 'salright, we'll break out the jammies again tonight :)
Hey Mel & Eric - thanks! ♥

Happy Haiku

Our Souls shine bright white,
Sublime need not be subtle,
I Love You Love Me.
~me

In my dreams today
we met my whole family
now they love you too
~S.

~all the more amazing because I received Scotty's poem as I was sending mine to him- Divine Timing!!~

My year, by Christine

today's all too funny quote!

“The Bible contains six admonishments to homosexuals, and 362 to heterosexuals. This doesn't mean God doesn't love heterosexuals, it's just that they need more supervision.”

~ Lynn Lavner, a lesbian comic

More MySpace Vortex

There's been a guy running round my head lately... just one of those inklings, I wonder what Chris is up to?? I hope he's happy, whatever he's doing... Then Lisa mentions she saw his brother around, cementing my thoughts of Chris. I even did a search for his name, nothing. Last night, I'm stealing, er, borrowing the Wumpus picture for my blog, which led me to the Spooncat! page, which, of course, led to the Janitor Bob and the Armchair Cowboys page, and viola! There was Chris' smiling face :)
It's always a tough day for me, when I have to tell someone who knew and loved Hannah, that she is transitioned... Chris was especially tough, as the last time I saw him, he was fully intent on ignoring his gift to the universe and by golly, he was gonna kill himself right and proper by whatever available chemical. He's been sober since Hannnah's left... I think it's a perfect measure for his sobriety and more importantly, his Self-Love. I didn't quite believe he was real, even after his message this morning, so I went to his work and got to hug him my own Self (only because my incredible boyfriend loaned me his car for the afternoon!) and look in his eyes and see that he is Alive and has a Life and is finally beginning to recognize his own gifts.
We're gonna meet for coffee on Monday and get our catching up done right :) I'll be giving him a packet of Hannah to keep in his wallet -- we talked about it and he wants to resist, but he knows all to well that resistance is futile ♥