♥ I'm going to burst! Methinks my soul is taking this bodhicitta thing a bit too far :) I'm open, I am; I know I need to be open to the uncomfortable stuff, so as to be open to the comfy stuff. I wanna and I don't.
♥ I'm crying and it feels really good; tonight's Grey's Anatomy helped (even if you don't regularly watch it, you should watch this week's episode - 'twill rock your world, I know, 'cause you're my loyal reader & you'll get why it touched me so... get the Kleenex ready)
♥ Today's first text message: So. Very. Happy.
Why? because we slept in my bed, holding hands and snuggled up. It was sweet and romantic; Soul soothing and inspiring. He loves my green and blue striped hanna andersson Lovejoy jammies :D Bed rental payment - a foot rub!! oh yeah! mmm my hands too!
The resulting haiku - by me:
So very happy
Our amazing connection
Leaves no need for dreams.
♥ I got a really special card in the mail today! Airmail!!! :::happy dance::: Linnea and Schuyler made me a beautiful *diana* card from shoe scraps :D I needed your words again today, you are indeed my Soul sister and I can't wait to hug you!! I'm adding it to my knapsack purse with Kelli's (and the rest of the stack!)~ it's like pulling you guys out whenever I need you!
♥ For Hayden today:
♥ I got to love on the pregnant chickie today, Trisha! I talked to the baby and told her how cool it is to be a Gemini and May 27 is a great birthday :D Trish is glowing, beautiful and full and soft and round... it's an amazing metamorphosis ♥
♥ I miss Hannah's voice. Shelly has a DVD for me, I've not wanted to see and here I find myself longing for it... think I'll pick it up tomorrow.
♥ Howard should be put back together in the next week or so... aaaahhh!
♥ Mitch is sending an ice storm for the weekend. I'm not sure what kind of message that is. It's sure not helping me want to forgive him. Especially if it means Kelli's family can't come!
♥ I'm gonna sleep tonight and it's really okay that when I wake up it will be tomorrow.
♥ I'm crying and it feels really good; tonight's Grey's Anatomy helped (even if you don't regularly watch it, you should watch this week's episode - 'twill rock your world, I know, 'cause you're my loyal reader & you'll get why it touched me so... get the Kleenex ready)
♥ Today's first text message: So. Very. Happy.
Why? because we slept in my bed, holding hands and snuggled up. It was sweet and romantic; Soul soothing and inspiring. He loves my green and blue striped hanna andersson Lovejoy jammies :D Bed rental payment - a foot rub!! oh yeah! mmm my hands too!
The resulting haiku - by me:
So very happy
Our amazing connection
Leaves no need for dreams.
♥ I got a really special card in the mail today! Airmail!!! :::happy dance::: Linnea and Schuyler made me a beautiful *diana* card from shoe scraps :D I needed your words again today, you are indeed my Soul sister and I can't wait to hug you!! I'm adding it to my knapsack purse with Kelli's (and the rest of the stack!)~ it's like pulling you guys out whenever I need you!
♥ For Hayden today:
Hayden's half birthday
three thousand one hundred days
his life, our blessing
~Scotty
three thousand one hundred days
his life, our blessing
~Scotty
♥ I miss Hannah's voice. Shelly has a DVD for me, I've not wanted to see and here I find myself longing for it... think I'll pick it up tomorrow.
♥ Howard should be put back together in the next week or so... aaaahhh!
♥ Mitch is sending an ice storm for the weekend. I'm not sure what kind of message that is. It's sure not helping me want to forgive him. Especially if it means Kelli's family can't come!
♥ I'm gonna sleep tonight and it's really okay that when I wake up it will be tomorrow.
3 comments:
I soooo wish I could be there with you :(
Everyone is telling me to stay put. And now the snow is coming.
I wrote you a poem, check my blog.
love you~
Hey woman! David had such a great time picking out the stamps for your envelope! He figured you should have two, even if it was more than the actual expense. He comes from a family of philatelists, so stamps are all about love and family for him. Maybe even more so as mail must have been so important in boarding school. So there was lots of love for you all over that card. And not in a sick, save it for the lawyers for DNA checking kind of way.
Oh, darling. We think of you lots!
Yep,
Saw Grey's Anatomy last night.
Yep,
thought of you and Hannah through the entire thing.
Yep,
cried like a baby.
Thank you for your amazing words and insight and joy and grief and all of it...
Blessed Be...
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