...you can change the name of your blog whenever the heck you feel like it... I like mine, it's me, but it was cool to change Hannah's. I don't need to say those long icky words any more and it feels better not to :)
...just as soon as you empty your "journey" bagua, your subconcious safety patrol clutters it right back up again. Those stairs are just so handy for those things you need to eventually return to the great upstairs or next trip to so-&-so's. They're just like having a shoe closet :) others may call it a hazard ??
...how easy it is to procrastinate with so many blogs tempting me to remain distracted.
...how hard it really is to observe myself and not judge.
...that I really don't want to look myself in the eye for 30 seconds to feel compassion for myself, not yet anyway. I woulda guessed I'd be up for it, but I'm not. Surprise.
...you could forget loneliness, then remember it really hard. It sucks. Like a tornado.
...that I'm *this* tough. I imagine there's a whole lot more about me that I don't yet know. If past be a basis, I'd imagine there's a whole lot more about me I'm gonna be learning 'bout.
...just as soon as you empty your "journey" bagua, your subconcious safety patrol clutters it right back up again. Those stairs are just so handy for those things you need to eventually return to the great upstairs or next trip to so-&-so's. They're just like having a shoe closet :) others may call it a hazard ??
...how easy it is to procrastinate with so many blogs tempting me to remain distracted.
...how hard it really is to observe myself and not judge.
...that I really don't want to look myself in the eye for 30 seconds to feel compassion for myself, not yet anyway. I woulda guessed I'd be up for it, but I'm not. Surprise.
...you could forget loneliness, then remember it really hard. It sucks. Like a tornado.
...that I'm *this* tough. I imagine there's a whole lot more about me that I don't yet know. If past be a basis, I'd imagine there's a whole lot more about me I'm gonna be learning 'bout.
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i just wanted you to know---i hope you know how much i hurt with you; i feel your voice when you mourn. hannah had an amazing mommy who was with her pretty much always to make sure that she was safe, and fed, and warm, and inspired. hayden has a courageous mommy who's spirit has been wacked by the reality of our fragility in our bodies not once but twice and yet still is capable of immense joy. i have a wonderful friend who has blessed me by allowing me to be a part of your kids lives. i still want you to be a part of mine
--chas
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