Saturday, October 21, 2006

Song for 34 Weeks of Mourning

Dishwalla

Counting Blue Cars

Must of been mid afternoon
I could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out and
He walked with a purpose
In his sneakers, down the street
He had, many questions
Like children often do
He said,
Tell me all your thoughts on God
Tell me am I very far?

Must of been late afternoon
On our way the sun broke free of the clouds
We count only blue cars
Skip the cracks, in the street
And ask many questions
Like children often do
We said,
Tell me all your thoughts on God
'Cause I would really like to meet her
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God,
'Cause I am on my way to see her
So tell me am I very far -
Am I very far now?

Its getting cold picked up the pace
How our shoes make hard noises in this place
Our clothes are stained
We pass many, cross eyed people
And ask many questions
Like children often do

Tell me all your thoughts on God
'Cause I would really like to meet her
And ask her why we're who we are.
Tell me all your thoughts on God
'Cause I am on my way to see her
So tell me am I very far?
Am I very far now?
Am I very far now?
Am I very far now?

Thursday, October 19, 2006

MySpace & why I love it!

What a lonely world it was before MySpace! The whole concept snuck into our lives, quietly... I remember sitting down with the kids and figgerin out how to create pages for them, that was last December already... Then we forgot about it. Then Joanna showed Hayden her page, some of our friends discovered it, then some more, and a few more, then I found MySpace Music and began to listen to folks I'd never heard of before and becoming friends with our favorites, then suddenly the desire to decorate and self-express led to the cutting and pasting that made html less daunting and I was neck-deep in MySpace Life!! Then I went to Live and Learn and my friend list *exploded* happily into a huge social network (and my very own fanclub!). Not just folks I know and love, but some I want to know more of and many I've come to love!
It's a great way for me to keep Hannah's stuff up-to-date, she seems to be an incredible ambassador for MySpace :)
I've come across a few political pages I endorse, mostly in response to my friend John's nauseatingly narrow-minded MySpace icons (which I now see he has removed... maybe my incredible logic and brilliant wisdom have enlightened him!?). As I was poking around today, I discovered that Jack Billion, our favorite candidate for Governor, has his own page!! (I saw him today at our local coffee shop - a real local shop, not a corporate coffee place disguised as local - and he's just a sweetheart) I kept poking and found my good friend, SuZan Nolan's page, too!! She's Westriver, running for a seat in the state's House of Reps.
I'll be decorating my page with more vote decals, as we've only got a few very important days left before election day and, bottom line, my consititional rights are on the block and voting is more important than ever (it's always important, but those of us XX carriers have an added responsibility in SD this year!)

Balance

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20)

Trying to keep your life in balance can be quite a challenge now, for it's difficult to know how to pace yourself. You want to do enough to see progress, but you don't want to wear yourself out before you reach your destination. Take time out to relax along the way and you will be able reach more distant destinations.




What a concept!! Yesterday's advice of letting go seems to aid in the crusade for balance... I need to relax, breathe deeply and enjoy my now. Certainly applicable to every facet of my life.
Hmmmm... how 'bout some eyecandy to help me along :::vbg:::

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

There's a Gas Problem in this town...

and it's not all the fat people eating fast food, either!!

Being a newsphobe, I'm always a step or two behind the city's excitement [thankfully!], but when I heard the story of this natural gas leak and our city's response... well, I had to share! I can't find a video on YouTube (yet, anyway) but the news story is here with pictures and everything! Short story: a guy pulls up to the intersection, la la la, and suddenly his car is engulfed in flames, there are flames shooting out the drain thingamabobbers on the street and flying manhole covers, holes filled with fire! There's a leak folks! and surprise! it can't be put out! I wish I could say only in Souf'akota, but I don't think so...
This particular story gives rise to two memories: 1) Marty and Hayden's bombs on the manhole cover, the flames actually went down the little holes, pretty cool! and 2) the Northridge Earthquake 1994, when Devonshire Blvd cracked open and water was running all over the streets and there were HUGE flames shooting right up the middle!! eek!
As I'm looking for video coverage of the above story, I discover it's not the first gas explosion of the season!! I can't get audio on this clip, just watch the first few minutes...

and I thought between the cows and the obesity we had issues... now we've got more! Yay us!!

Dear Editor,

I was born in the United States, which makes the Constitution my birthright. Because I live in South Dakota and I happen to be female, my 4th amendment right to privacy doesn't apply? Referred law 6 might talk about termination of pregnancy, but I see it as a termination of the rights set forth by our Constitution. The term abortion should not be used by politicians, it's not their business what goes on in a doctor's office (not even if you're getting a vasectomy or a prescription for Prozac). We're not talking about *just* a medical procedure here folks, we're talking about denying equal rights to over half our population because they happen to carry XX chromosomes instead of XY. Please, please, please protect all of our Consititutional rights for ALL of our citizens by standing up and saying that women ARE guaranteed the same protection and vote NO on 6.
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I just submitted it, I'll let ya know if it's published...

yeah, that, again!

Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20)

You might not want to undertake any sort of physical labor today, for you could easily overdo it, leaving yourself exhausted. Instead of being so careful with your feelings, try letting go of them without attachment to any specific outcome. This frees the spirit to feel the nurturing energy all around.

Monday, October 16, 2006

In the middle of my Pity Party...

this horoscope comes today:
You might learn something today that sounds bad at first, but proves beneficial in the long run. It's best not to react with your own fears, for that could just make it worse. Instead, listen carefully to what you are told and then do your best to integrate this new information into your perspective. Flexibility may not come easily now, yet it's exactly what you need.
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Flex, Flex, Flex, Flex... we'll see...

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Lonely Bones

...it's my moon time! My face is a mess and I'm bawling all the ding-dang time!! I think it's all the tears I was scared to cry in the first few months, when I was so raw and fragile and needing to be so strong and so on top of every freaking thing in my world... they're here now and they're not afraid to fall. Tim McGraw has been making me cry a lot lately (as you may remember, he's married to Mitch's second choice for a wife, Faith Hill) with two amazing songs:
We Carry On

And we carry on
When our lives come undone
We carry on
Cause there's promise in the morning sun
We carry on
As the dark surrenders to the dawn
We were born to overcome
We carry on

Beyond the picket fences and the oil wells
The happy endings and the fairy tales
Is the reality of shattered lives and broken dreams
We carry on

It's the family that grieves for a lost loved one
It's the soldier who won't leave til the job is done
It's the addict trying to turn his life around
It's picking yourself off the ground when you've been knocked down


& Live Like You Were Dyin'


[Chorus]
I went sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fumanchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I gave forgiveness I've been denying,
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

He said I was finally the husband,
That most the time I wasn't.
And I became a friend a friend would like to have.
And all the sudden goin' fishing,
Wasn't such an imposition.
And I went three times that year I lost my dad.
Well I finally read the good book,
And I took a good long hard look at what I'd do
If I could do it all again.
And then.
[Chorus]

Like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity
To think about what you do with it,
What could you do with it, what can
I do with with it, what would I do with it.

And if you don't know either of those, but you'd like a good cry, check out my page at MySpace (link is in that link list over there or here) and listen to In My Daughter's Eyes by Martina McBride... we'll cry together!
It's late, I think I'm gonna lay in bed and get started...

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Have you ever?

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula It belonged to my friend Angel in LA, a long time ago.
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone hee hee hee, mostly with my kids ;)
08. Said “I love you” and meant it I'm so blessed I get to do this every single day!
09. Hugged a tree There are trees that smell like cinnamon, Ponderosa Pines, I got to hug and sniff with the Lovejoys and the Traaseths and (abi)gail, our guide.
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea

13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise my 20 year HS reunion, most recently :)
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game (and survived the crush afterwards) Go Dodgers!
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables not by choice; I think I'd appreciate it more, now, as a choice
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars Me and Hayden and Saylor, 'round the fire at the Folk Fest, most recently anyway
20. Changed a baby’s diaper too many to think about, mine and op's
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower and I got jibbed for being a "city kid" for my oooohhhhs and aaaaaaaahhhhhs.
23. Gotten drunk on champagne and it really does tickle!
24. Given more than you can afford to charity and have never regretted it!
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope I feel really small!
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment okay, I confess, it was during Mitch's funeral, the second one, right when the horrific singer started in with "Ave Maria" -- Luckily, everyone thought I was sobbing as I fled the chapel!
27. Had a food fight the only thing fun about summer camp
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger yeah, but he wasn't a stranger for long ;)
30. Had a snowball fight snoball season is right around the corner!!
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can Once my boyfriend snuck into my apartment to surprise me and scared the beejeebers right outta me!! I woke up several folks in the building!!
32. Held a lamb
33. Seen a total eclipse

34. Ridden a roller coaster My life IS a roller coaster!! and I like the mechanical kind, too :)
35. Hit a home run

36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking ALWAYS!!
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day We'd also do weird things like sing everything for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment MOST EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY -recent- LIFE!!
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 50 states

41. Taken care of someone who was drunk Happy birthday Jeremy!
42. Had amazing friends I *have* amazing friends!!
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched wild whales with the aforementioned amazing friends!
45. Stolen a sign It was Highlander Drive, I was young and wanted to marry Christopher Lambert so my name would be diana lambert-lambert!
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip lots and lots and lots of them, I recommend them, they're fun!
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach and it's just as beautiful as they portray it in all the movies!
50. Gone sky diving
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love that's actually a sad thought, but some folks just don't take long to make a deep impression in my life.
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your CDs okay, Mitch actually did it, but I had alphabetized CDs once :)
57. Pretended to be a superhero uh, like everyday!! :::du du du, Suuuuper MOMMMY:::
58. Sung karaoke Hannah gave this gift to me!!
59. Lounged around in bed all day oooooh, and not very long ago either... someday I want to have a HAPPY day in bed all day; there's a concept!
60. Played touch football but Ididn't like it very much!
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain I just like to kiss, the weather isn't gonna stop me!
63. Played in the mud another cool summer camp memory
64. Played in the rain every time it rains!!
65. Gone to a drive-in theater one rare happy childhood memory; I take my kids often, it's only 14 miles away!!
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business

68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken It helps to believe hearts can't break....
69. Toured ancient sites petroglyphs, paha sapa
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married and LOVED it!
73. Been in a movie two student films, ya never know who's gonna be the next Oliver Stone!!
74. Crashed a party and partied with the coolest people!
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch is there any other way??
78. Won first prize in a costume contest
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice
80. Gotten a tattoo three, so far...
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an “expert”
83. Got flowers for no reason there's always a reason, like what a cool chick I am, but on offbeat days they're even more special
84. Performed on stage ~imagine that! ~
85. Been to Las Vegas got married there!
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark mmmmm, mmmmmm, mmmmm
88. Kissed on the first date xoxoxo
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one/both of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently trilingual: asl, spanish, english
95. Performed in Rocky Horror I AM COLUMBIA!
96. Raised children - still raising!
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over thinking it's time to do just that, very, very soon!
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking it was amazing!!
103. Had plastic surgery haha, not what you think! reconstructed jaw by plastic surgeon.
104. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived a few actually, I took the hint and started appreciating my Life.
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Touched a stingray a stingless one at SeaWorld
110. Broken someone’s heart if, indeed, hearts could be broken, I imagine I'd be responsible for a few of them...
111. Helped an animal give birth helped? more like witnessed
112. Won money on a T.V. game show
113. Broken a bone only my jaw
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a facial part pierced other than your ears
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol all three!
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse and I miss riding...
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi EAT SUSHI ON FRIDAY THE 13TH IN HONOR OF FREYA, I just had some the other day :)
128. Had your picture in the newspaper a few times, twice for administering CPR on a neighbor, weekly when I took part a Dakota Panel somesuch, and most recently in an article with Hayden about homeschooling.
129. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about Christine, on the first night we met... may have led to the demise of her marriage...
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Touched a cockroach In Bakersfield, they really are HUGE!
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad - and the Odyssey because I wanted to!
135. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read Only ONE?
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating I didn't expect this thing to be so full of summer camp memories!! Killed and ate chickens in the naaaaaaame of jeeeeeesus!
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language yeah, that's where ASL comes in handy!
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream Right now!
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care Mitch
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146. Dyed your hair It's got purple in it right now!
147. Been a DJ
148. Shaved your head
149. Caused a car accident by my very presence! no, not really, but maybe!
150. Saved someone’s life my neighbor across the street, using CPR