Monday, October 30, 2006

I am so blessed

What is she thinking?

I'm thinking that I really freaking miss my baby girl
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I'm thinking that I really wish I knew how to help my boy
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I'm thinking that I have the bestest friends in the whole universe
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I'm thinking that this cheese from the Dutch kids will help me think more clearly
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I'm thinking the Grand Canyon really is just a hole in the ground
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I'm thinking that the majik of the Grand Canyon transcends "the hole"
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I'm thinking I'm exactly where I need to be, I need to be exactly where I am!

2 comments:

Zenmomma said...

I really freaking miss your baby girl too. And I never even met her. How is that possible? Her spirit is so strong.

Ren Allen said...

Her spirit IS so strong.
I mowed a path to the firepit tonight and around Hannah's tree. We sat and talked over the fire, in the dark.

Friends are going to fill my house on Thursday night and we will put Hannah's ashes at the base of her tree. I feel her with us even now.