Tuesdays with Nani

My rambling thoughts...
Great day with the kids, finding peace is easy today, we all like each other :)
Hannah's part of a *girls' club* with her friends. Today they brought white tee shirts to gym day to decorate and wear. Rey got one that reads: Girls Club Slave and Anya got one that says: Girls Club Trainee Sandra doesn't want Madeline to have one (why oh why does she need to rain on that poor girl's parade?!) but Sylva, Hannah and Aalysha want her to participate anyway. Lost them at the end of gym day, almost freaked out when they were missing; they were looking for me, too -- almost freaking out themselves. It's nice to be reminded how much we need each other.
Big talk with David last night - said all I needed to say, yet again, to release some of the building pressure in my soul... touched on everything from need for uninterrupted adult conversation to using children to avoid intimacy to fears of rejection (mine) to new uncomfortable fears (his) to the Four Agreements impact in my life... I was impressed at my ability to have this conversation at all, then I was impressed I could do it without all the (entitiled) girly whining and crying, THEN I was impressed it could be done in a joyful, playful spirit with both of us hanging up happy.